I had been to Pakistan for my undergraduate studies while I was still on my teenage back in 2000. Looking back in the time, it makes me wonder how time changes everything.
In 2009, I am 27 – matured, sensible and have more reasons to things than I had 9 years back. Now I have a habit of intentionally not getting involved into hot discussions with friends and family, ignoring most of the things that would cause discussions or make both parties emotionally upset. Perhaps that’s a better way if you dont want to corrupt your brain, and if you dont want the boiling blood flow through the otherwise warm veins. I am cool – dont get upset and I keep telling my wife I am in a stage of Nirvana where my emotional graphs are flat (meaning there are no ups and downs).
Just presenting an example of my riot inside as a teenager. I wrote a letter below to a major Daily in Kathamndu Nepal, which got published and forced the Pakistani Embassy which perhaps got touchy with my word ‘revenge’ and said it was a ‘reciprocation’ instead (I still don’t know the difference though. My good guess is reciprocation is a diplomatic revenge). Although the facts were true, I shouldn’t have stood against two governments. At least I wouldn’t do it at this stage.
Does that mean the rebel that’s inside me is dead? I don’t know, and I don’t care. (Ignoring again? Perhaps)

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Letter To The Kathmandu Post Editor By Me

- Reply To My Letter By Pak Embassy In KTM Nepal
There was no replies, inquiries from the Nepali government, perhaps the government’s graphs are flat too.